If there is something I have learned over the past years, it is this. I thrive in retreat. I embrace being in nature and far from crowds, madding or otherwise. I don’t need entertainment or sophisticated surroundings. I can sit and listen to the river flowing, the breeze in the trees and the sounds of critters and birds about their daily work. I have learned that this is important for my wellbeing and in fact is the most effective way to replenish energy and refresh my body and soul.
This year has been intense. Globally, we have seen and felt shockwaves we could never have believed, and we have heard the anguish of those affected by hate and conflict. The year has been one of enormous change for me personally, and one which has been healthy in many ways but its intensity has left me drained and spent. I need to face the coming year with energy and renewed enthusiasm. And for that I have again retreated, and ventured far to do so.
This means that the silence of the past weeks on this space is being gently lifted as I put together reflections and share with you some details of this retreat. I am working on the three words for the coming year and catching up with the past months. The Feisty Blue Gecko has been but resting and is ready to emerge refreshed.
To set the tone and provide a taste of what is to come, I share now a picture of my new neighbour, a sweet little blueish bird the likes of which I have never seen before, who was busy eyeing up this avocado while managing to pose for me.
My eyes are open, my ears are listening and my mind is letting go of the intensity of the past months. Let the revitalisation begin.
This is a time of year for reflection. As yet another year comes to an end we tend to find ourselves looking back over the past months.
Can it be almost a year ago I wrote a long trailing ponder prompted by my morning encounters with my kingfisher friend? And can it be a whole year since I was working through mazes of words as I moved towards my three words for 2013 – (focus, treasure and design)? How did those words fit my year? That is also the subject of great pondering.
It is indeed a whole since the three wordly ponderings. And I have again been pondering, reflecting on what has been a tough year, thinking of how I want to guide the coming year and playing with words which might be a fitting mantra for 2014.
A shape is forming. There is one word at the core of my coming year which draws from some of this year’s challenges and which I want to be at the heart of my mantra. There are two other words which feel right. Let’s see if they feature in the final choice.
As always, a great deal of my pondering takes place in what we often call a “pond” during my morning swim. Recently my kingfisher friend returned after a long rainy season absence and it feels to me as if we have spent companionable pondering time. He watches patiently as I plough up and down the pool, and I watch him as he calls out and now and then swoops and plucks a wriggling worm from the grass. The perfect fodder for my friend’s breakfast and for my mind!
My Kingfisher friend watching my daily swim
There are many things I love about this time of year. The cooling weather, the sunshine and blue skies. And the draw towards reflection.
Soon my “three word” pondering will work through its natural course, and soon I will have three wonderful new words to guide and inspire me, and to share with you.