It can be very confusing listening to a Scottish person speaking. We use many words and expressions in their own unique way and often these are not abundantly clear. For example, we go to the shop or supermarket for our messages. Does that sound strange? Well, it is not strange to us at all. It simply means shopping, particularly our grocery or food shopping. Another word we use a lot is “piece” and you would often hear talk of a cheese piece, a piece and jam (jeely piece) or be asked “what’s in your pieces today?” To us, a piece means sandwich,. So we also have piece-boxes which are used for packed lunches. Not quite like the tiffin pot which holds hot food and meals, the piece box holds sandwiches and maybe an apple!
One deliciously expressive word we use a fair bit is “greet”. It has nothing to do with the broader English language definition of “to salute or welcome in a friendly and respectful way with speech or writing, as upon meeting or in opening a letter” Oh no – we use it rather it as a colloquial term for crying or weeping and it also has the sense of complaining or grumbling. It is not a flattering term. Greeting is not the word we would use for a dignified, composed weep. And it is none too sympathetic or generous. The image conjured up of someone greeting is of a contorted face, scarlet and probably snottery, and a significant noise volume attached to it. To have a greeting face is not something to aspire to at all, with its associations of crabbitness and grump. (Crabbit being another wonderful expression in Scottish slang for grumpy or miserable). For example, this description from the Scots Language Centre quotes the use of “greeting face” which is most definitely not a compliment.
So that is the greeting. But what is the season? Well, for me it is the season of memories, milestones, landmark days and anniversaries. We are also on the threshold of Breast Cancer Awareness Month which in itself creates a considerable stooshie around the globe. (A stooshie being another wonderful Scots word for a commotion, rumpus, or row, or a state of excitement or anxiety; a tizzy). And there is one serious stooshie on the horizon across the blogosphere and breast cancer world. Thoughts on that stooshie are for another day, today my thoughts relate to that season as it relates to my own experience.
Today marks the start of this season. For it was 23 September 2009 when I discovered the lump and life as I knew it took a turn for the very different. The landmark days come hurtling at me after that, with October 2 marking The Day I Found Out, my Cancerversary. That was the day I heard those life-changing, burned-onto-my-memory words “this is highly suspicious of cancer”. On October 5 I had my surgery, lost my left breast along with its tumours, a heap of lymph nodes and their nasty cells and gained Twang Arm. Although I spent most of the day unconscious, it is certainly a day I will never forget! On 21 October my portacath was implanted in time for the first chemo on 23 October. Exactly a month after the day I found the lump.
So it is a season for greeting, remembering, reflecting and to a certain extent, re-living those traumatic days of October 2009. Add to that the annual Big Check with the attendant scans, examinations and appointments and you have a very sensitive season indeed.
So please excuse me if I get a bit prickly this season…