‘Tis the night before chemo…….
Oh I hate this feeling, it just doesn’t get any easier. I’m stressed about tomorrow, I’m distracted, restless and not very patient.
First thing will be a blood test and this time I am not sure if my blood counts will be ok as I have struggled more to eat well. The loss of my taste buds was worse after Chemo 3 and eating was a constant battle.
As usual before the treatment, half of me is so scared that the thought of a reprieve appeals. But the other half (the bigger one) really wants to keep moving forward, towards the end of the treatment and recovery.
Well, I will know this by time tomorrow if I am allowed another Chemo treat……….and so will you!